Archive | December, 2016

Rocks Come From The Ground, Not The Sky

11 Dec

December 10, 2016

Somewhere i remember reading in the Gospels that we seek the kingdom of Heaven within us, not outside us. Likewise, i realize the so-called kingdom of Satan is also within us, not outside us. I don’t believe that Satan is a real being, rather, it is like the generic term given to our own Ego. But not just our Ego, but the selfish part of our Ego. Satan was symbolized by the serpent so that we get the impression that Satan is evil, and scary, and yucky. And what about all those so-called angels of Satan who were cast down out of Heaven? I think Satan’s angels are the things that serve Satan, such as, evil thoughts, hatred, greed, pride, lust and other forms of self-love, such as addictions and such. These are inner demons. These are the angels of Satan that were cast down with Eve and Adam with their selfish ego that disobeyed God. We read a lot about Jesus casting out unclean spirits from people. I suppose in the bronze age, people believed evil spirits are what caused illnesses, and when Jesus cured people, they called it “casting out evil spirits”. But what Jesus did was more than just spiritually casting out spirits, Jesus straightened bones, and strengthed flesh, and cleared people’s eyes that were blinded. Jesus performed actual miracle cures.

I realize now when Jesus says that some evil spirits can only be cast out by “fasting and prayer”, He is not talking about me, for example, fasting and praying over someone who is addicted to meth, for example. Jesus is talking about that person who is addicted to meth must do the fasting and praying. No one else can do it for him. It reminds me where Scripture says that God’s ears are closed to sinners. God is not listening to prayers from sinners. If people don’t dedicate their life to God and obey all His commandments, then God does not answer their prayers. God won’t help someone who won’t help themselves. It does no good to pray for them. If they prayed for themselves, then you wouldn’t need to pray for them. For example, if a person prays to God for help, and wants this and that, or some money, and then afterwards goes around taking God’s HOly Name in vain and blaspheming God’s Name, God is not going to be pleased. No, God is not listening to those prayers. God is not going to help people who don’t dedicate themselves to God. You have to have a friendship built up with God, you can’t go around cursing His Name and expect Him to answer your prayers and give you a bunch of money, or whatever it is you’re praying for. Before you can expect anything from God, you must first be obedient to all His commandments, the best that you can. Then make it your daily prayer to request whatever you want from God, or whatever you want to do for God. But it has to start with being obedient first. That is the first key. We have to have God help us to do anything, because without God, we can do nothing. People cannot serve two masters. They cannot serve their own body, and God, at the same time. People can deny the flesh and serve God, or deny God and serve the body. I have learned that when we become Christians, it is so much more than just waking up and saying a prayer to Jesus, then forgetting about Him the rest of the day. It means spending every day with Jesus, and every day being dedicated to God and keeping all His commandments. It means being dedicated to living a life that is not of this world.


Black African Tar Hash

8 Dec

December 8, 2016

I was thinking about the CDC zombie apocalypse warning on the CDC website, and i realized if there ever is a zombie problem, it’s going to be caused by the CDC.


When i graduated high school, i was in Navy boot camp about two weeks later. I prearranged that a year before. I spent about two years traveling around and going to schools before i ever set foot on a Navy ship. After graduating San Diego basic electricity school i went to Great Lakes IL to technician A school. Apparently our class was the very last class that had instructors. The next year they were to go to all computer testing. Our classes were held twice a day. In the early morning, the classes were filled with students who got out about 2 pm. After that my classes were PM classes, from about 3-9 pm. One day, on our day off, my friends from my class invited me to go with them to the movies. So about 4 or 5 of our buddies had a car and they took me somewhere way out through these flat land cornfields, or fields, on these square roads. We drove way out there in these fields, and then out there was a huge mall. It was like a three story mall, or something like that. My friends asked me if i wanted to smoke any weed, which they did quite frequently, but i flatly refused. No way, i told them. I told them that stuff will kill you, and they laughed and laughed at me. They told me it won’t hurt you, and so after a time i decided i would smoke some. So we go out to this mall about 1o pm and we hid outside by these trees and smoked some weed in a pipe. We were just standing around talking, and i asked my friend what it will do to me? and he said, you will see, you will know. I took another hit and nothing happened. I began to wonder if anything was going to happen. Then all of a sudden, it hit me. I was standing there with my friends and i had this weird sensation that all my bones were glowing green, inside my body, and i felt really alive, like jumping and stuff, i got really high. I’ve never been that high ever since then. My friends were laughing at me some more. So we went in the mall and checked out some head shops they had back in those days – stores with blacklight posters and rock posters and shirts and things like that. It was something like Lake Land mall. Anyway the reason we went there was a midnight movie showing at the movies, two Monty PYthon movies. Search for the HOly grail and another movie. Before we smoked out we went up to the theatre window and bought our tickets. They lady gave me my tickets – they came out of this slot in the metal table dispenser thing. After i was really high we went back, i somehow thought to go in the theatre i needed to put those tickets back into that slot. So i went back up to the window and the lady was looking at me really weird as i was trying to put my ticket back  into that slot. My friends saw me and grabbed me and said don’t do that. After that we went and watched those two movies, and i remember laughing hysterically in the first movie, and i fell asleep in the second movie. My friends had to wake me up to go home. I was crashed out.

After that i began to smoke, in 1979. But by 1982, they came out with a test, and even though about 60% of the guys on my ship smoked, they could now test your pee for it. They would give you three chances to get clean UA, and if you got three dirty ones they would throw you out of the Navy. So i knew at that time they would end up throwing me out, because i would not quit.  I don’t think the government has the right to tell people what they can or cannot eat. I think the right to control what goes into our own bodies is the most basic fundamental freedom there is.  It’s my body, i can do what i like. They don’t own me. The reason government is against pot is because it is a competitor to their pharmacy industry. A free alternative that cuts into their profit margins. That’s why they try to ban it everywhere, and force people to take harmful chemicals they make in a big tub out of battery acid and such. I mentioned before that the government is not a medical doctor, and so they do not have the right to prescribe or block any kind of medical treatment, unless it is “harmful”. I don’t know when the government was granted the right to force medical treatments on people. I think it must have been about 1944, in Nazi Germany.

Buy Now, Pay For Eternity

8 Dec

December 7, 2016

I understand now that Scripture tells us if we go to Judgment, we will be sentenced to prison to pay for our debts, until our debt is paid. Until the last farthing is paid. In the case of owing something we cannot pay back, such as a life, then we would never get out, until the last farthing is paid.

St. Matthew Chapter 5

21 ¶ Ye have heard that it was said by them of old
time, Thou shalt not kill; and whosoever shall kill
shall be in danger of the judgment:
22 But I say unto you, That whosoever is angry with
his brother without a cause shall be in danger of the
judgment: and whosoever shall say to his brother,
Raca, shall be in danger of the council: but
whosoever shall say, Thou fool, shall be in danger of
hell fire.
23 Therefore if thou bring thy gift to the altar, and
there rememberest that thy brother hath ought
against thee;
24 Leave there thy gift before the altar, and go thy
way; first be reconciled to thy brother, and then
come and offer thy gift.
25 Agree with thine adversary quickly, whiles thou
art in the way with him; lest at any time the
adversary deliver thee to the judge, and the judge
deliver thee to the officer, and thou be cast into
26 Verily I say unto thee, Thou shalt by no means
come out thence, till thou hast paid the uttermost

Face Your Fears

8 Dec

December 7, 2016

If you wonder what the new world order might be like, try to imagine if the Nazi’s had won WW2, and took over the entire world.

Most of the time i like to smoke cannabis, but not always that much. I like it because it gives me what i consider an expanded consciousness. It helps me to think ‘outside the box’ that society puts on us. The downside is that it also can cause paranoia, enough paranoia that it ruins the fun for some people. What i have found, after smoking marijuana for thirty five years is that the paranoid effects wear off the more you do it, over time, but the enhanced consciousness does not wear off. But if i smoke it all the time, because i am bored, then smoking can even become boring. Too much is not good, either. But the good thing is, you can smoke as much as you want to and it will never hurt you. Marijuana must be one of the most harmless plants that there is, outside of food. It’s good medicine, and if it wasn’t for the government, it would be completely free.


8 Dec

December 7, 2016

I think i mentioned before that there are more animals than people in Heaven, and people who are not kind to animals will never go to Heaven. Certainly there will be no animal murderers in Heaven. God asks people to stop sinning, and when they refuse to stop on their own free will, then God has no choice but to throw them in Fire. Then it’s guaranteed they will stop. Sometimes i say the end of the world will be the end of evil. ONe thing it will be is the end of sinning. There will be no willfully disobedient people left. I did mention before that God said when we die, we will quickly forget all about dying, because of the wonders that await us. Likewise for sinners, they think they have it made, and nothing can ever happen to them for all their sins. But as soon as they die, they too quickly forget all about this world, but it’s because of the horrors that await them.

Earlier i mentioned about how wrong it is to kill an animal just to steal it’s coat. People who do this think that since they have more power, and the animal is completely weak and defenseless, they can do whatever they want to the animal. They think that makes it ‘right’. But it is never righteous to be cruel to any creature, human or beast. People think that’s the way it should be. They like it that way, to kill, and take whatever they want. But when it happens to them, they quickly change their tune. When someone bigger comes to kill them and take their skin, they start crying out to God “How can you let this happen to me”. They no longer think it’s good, and they don’t like it anymore. They only like it when they are the biggest, taking what they want from the weak. God gave that animal it’s life, what makes you think you have the right to take it away? God gave that animal it’s coat, what makes you think you have the right to take it away? You don’t. Don’t you know, the Lord giveth, and the Lord taketh away? Now it’s a big problem. How are you going to pay it back? How are you going to replace it? It’s not like stealing a candy bar. Here , i will pay you for the candy bar i stole. I will work and pay off what i owe. But when you take a life, you have taken something you cannot pay back. How are you going to pay back that animal for it’s life you took? You can’t, and so you are going to pay with your life. It’s a big problem because people are stealing things they can’t give back. How do you pay for something you can’t pay back? You pay Forever.

I thought about the so-called New world order, and i realized that once the people in charge of the new world order get control, regular people will unlikely never be able to regain control, or live normal lives, ever again. Once they take power, they will have power over the entire world, and unlikely anyone could overthrow them. So people’s best option would be to thwart the new world order before they take over, otherwise it will be too late. By the time people find out what’s going on, the elite will have chemically castrated the military personnel with vaccines, the average citizen will find himself forced to receive vaccines that end up turning him into a brain dead idiot and all the children will be stunted and sterilized. People will be like “What happened” and they will suddenly find themselves second class citizens, being sent to extermination camps because to the elite, they are a waste of food and oxygen. It could happen. If people weren’t paying attention, the government could build a bunch of FEMA camp prisons, force mandatory vaccinations on people, elect a KKK freemason president, pass laws to give them the right to “cull” people, and if enough people were just sitting around doing nothing, it could very well happen.


Murderers And Thieves

7 Dec

December 7, 2016

I thought about the leather and fur industry. Let’s say for example, some people are walking down a road, and they come upon some other people wearing nice coats. If the evil people said, Hey, we want your coats! and killed those people just so they could take their coats, do you think that would be righteous?

I thought about some people who live lives of suffering and hardship, and yet they are still loyal to Jesus, even though their lives are difficult. I realized if people are doing something for God, God will certainly pay them back. I understand this means that God will “pay them back in kind”, for whatever it is that they do. For those people struggling, it may give them some peace to realize that whatever they do for Jesus, He will certainly repay them.

I mentioned how in 2003 when  i was praying, God asked me to stop drinking, without saying any words. It was never said, it was just understood. Now i realize God has done the same thing with many people, by asking them to not eat flesh, without saying a word. I understood when God asked me to stop drinking, and so i think some people will also understand God when God asks them something as well.

I mentioned that men end up in hell because men have no compassion, not because God doesn’t. I realize now that everything in Scripture is all about compassion. It becomes very clear. Such as the first two greatest commandments – Love God and your neighbors. If people don’t have love for God and their neighbors, they have no compassion. If people don’t have compassion for animals, they have no compassion. If people do have compassion for animals and they still eat flesh, then those people are hiding their compassion for the dead animals they are eating. This is what Jesus talks about in the parable about the talents. The talents could represent compassion. Two of the servants showed a profit on the compassion given to them, each one according to his own ability. They each did the best they could. But the evil servant hid his compassion, and when the master returned, the man had nothing to show for the talent given him. He called his master wicked, and did wicked things. So his master said give the compassion for that wicked servant to the servant who had the most compassion, and throw that wicked servant with no compassion out of here.

St. Matthew Chapter 25

14 ¶ For the kingdom of heaven is as a man travelling
into a far country, who called his own servants, and
delivered unto them his goods.
15 And unto one he gave five talents, to another two,
and to another one; to every man according to his
several ability; and straightway took his journey.
16 Then he that had received the five talents went
and traded with the same, and made them other five
17 And likewise he that had received two, he also
gained other two.
18 But he that had received one went and digged in
the earth, and hid his lord’s money.
19 After a long time the lord of those servants
cometh, and reckoneth with them.
20 And so he that had received five talents came and
brought other five talents, saying, Lord, thou
deliveredst unto me five talents: behold, I have
gained beside them five talents more.
21 His lord said unto him, Well done, thou good and
faithful servant: thou hast been faithful over a few
things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter
thou into the joy of thy lord.
22 He also that had received two talents came and
said, Lord, thou deliveredst unto me two talents:
behold, I have gained two other talents beside them.
23 His lord said unto him, Well done, good and
faithful servant; thou hast been faithful over a few
things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter
thou into the joy of thy lord.
24 Then he which had received the one talent came
and said, Lord, I knew thee that thou art an hard
man, reaping where thou hast not sown, and
gathering where thou hast not strawed:
25 And I was afraid, and went and hid thy talent in
the earth: lo, there thou hast that is thine.
26 His lord answered and said unto him, Thou
wicked and slothful servant, thou knewest that I reap
where I sowed not, and gather where I have not
27 Thou oughtest therefore to have put my money
to the exchangers, and then at my coming I should
have received mine own with usury.
28 Take therefore the talent from him, and give it
unto him which hath ten talents.
29 For unto every one that hath shall be given, and
he shall have abundance: but from him that hath not
shall be taken away even that which he hath.
30 And cast ye the unprofitable servant into outer
darkness: there shall be weeping and gnashing of

Word Jumble

6 Dec

December 5, 2016

Some people try to say that Scripture is ‘infallible’ even though the Bible is obviously filled with quite a few contradictions. When God makes a covenant, He makes it “everlasting”. There is nothing contradictory about that. But men make Scripture contradictory, not God. When you see Scripture say that it’s “ok to eat flesh”, after God commanded Noah not to eat flesh, and none of Noah’s future generations, then we have to discern between what God said, and what man said. Obviously not everything in the Bible came from God’s hands, because God would not make His Word contradictory.

I mentioned before that God’s word cannot change, it cannot contradict Jesus or the Holy Spirit, and now i realize that neither can God’s word contradict righteousness. This is a test we can use to discern what God said, by determining if it is righteous. If it’s not righteous, then God never said it. Take for example the contradiction in Scripture concerning eating flesh. First of all, God’s word from Genesis 9 cannot change, ever, so this tells us all we need to know- it’s never OK to eat flesh, and it never will be. We know that Jesus cannot contradict this covenant in Genesis 9, and neither can the Holy Spirit. And by performing the ‘righteousness test’ on eating flesh, we can determine that God never said it was OK to eat flesh. Because if we asked, is it righteous for man to shed blood of innocent animals, and eat their flesh, against God’s commandment? Then Scripture tells us “No, it’s not righteous”. Heavenly Mother tells us in Proverbs that God hates hands that shed innocent blood. And so we know, God never contradicted His own word, He never contradicted the Holy Spirit, and He would never go against righteousness. Therefore we know God never said it was OK to eat flesh, and it never will be.

I begin to see when we use the term “study the Scriptures”, it is more involved and in depth than just reading a few chapters. It means paying very close attention to every word, and studying in close detail, and analyzing and so forth. The idea that the Bible is “infallible” and that we need to accept everything it says as concrete Gospel is another bad and false teaching. That argument, that even though touched by men’s hands, Scripture contains no errors whatsoever, falls apart as soon as we see the glaring contradictions and inconsistencies. We have to understand that Scripture has been written by man, and therefore we have to study it closely to determine what really is the word of God. When man hands you a Bible and says Here is the infallible word of God, and you find it contradicting itself in the first few chapters, then you know that book did not come entirely from God. Whoever wrote that book was confused, and God is never confused.