Archive | June, 2015

The Sky Is Not The Limit

27 Jun

June 26, 2015

Romans Chapter 14

11 For it is written, As I live, saith the Lord, every knee shall bow to
me, and every tongue shall confess to God.
12 So then every one of us shall give account of himself to God.

Today God gave me Good News! Everyone is going to repent! Sooner, or later. Some people will repent while they are still alive here on Earth. But others will wait until they find themselves in the Lake of Fire, and then they will repent. But it will be too late! Does everyone remember the story about Lazarus, and the rich man? That’s what we envision in that story, the rich man is finally repenting. But it is too late. I thought about that too, because some people might think to themselves, I’ll just go ahead and eat whatever i want, and then when i see God, i will beg forgiveness and He will forgive me. But it will be too late when you see God. It’s an abomination to God to eat meat, so unless you repent and stop sinning, your name is blotted out of the Book of Life. Only by repenting, and obeying God’s Law can you have your name unblotted out. Then we need to keep from getting it blotted out again! But don’t worry, i will tell you about that later.

And there is no surprise for sinners when they die. There is a Big Surprise for people who repent and are forgiven, Heaven! but sinners have no surprise. They are already told what is going to happen to them. It’s called Lake of Fire and Eternal Torment. So we hope and pray for everybody, because we don’t want anybody to end up there. It’s a True Story. We tell you about it because we don’t want you to go there. Because you don’t have to go there. You can go to Heaven instead.

I am learning a lot from Mother Teresa’s book. I think it would be fascinating to read everything Mother Teresa wrote, because she is very wise and knowledgeable. She tells us to be patient with each other, because we don’t live in a world of saints, we live in a world of sinners trying to become saints. Fortunately i’ll tell you how to do that pretty soon. Another thing Teresa taught me is what the True Gospel is. The True Gospel if Peace, Joy and Love. That’s it! It is almost the same identical message we get from Jesus, in the Gospels of Peace. And i realized, what we are talking about is Pure Peace in Heaven, and Pure Joy, and Pure LOve. It’s unimaginable. But it’s within easy reach. Anyone can go there. I will tell you how pretty soon. That’s what Heaven is like, pure peace, joy and love. The complete absence of all sadness and sorrow, evil, everything bad.

I want to read her book again and again, because each time i learn something new. Something stands out to me that i kind of skimmed over before. I don’t own very many books but i would buy her book. Her book is like a Gold mine to me.

Now for me, i have to be able to tell people, Do as i do. Otherwise i’m just a hypocrite. As Jesus said about the scribes and the Pharisees. So i thought about that, and i began wishing and praying for righteousness, because otherwise, i don’t really know how else i am going to learn to be so good of an example! Help me please God! And after i began praying for righteousness, that was when i got my assignment to go to the library and check out a book. Now the Shepherd of Hermas actually states that we should strive to serve the angel of Righteousness. However, i have a hard time saying that i am going to serve any one other than God. So then say i want to serve God in righteousness, because i ONLY serve God.

But then, i thought about that statement, serving God in righteousness only. I realized, if we don’t serve God in righteousness, we’re not actually serving God. If we commit unrighteousness, we are not serving God, but we are serving self, or Satan. And then it was as though Heavenly Father said to me out loud in my head “You serve Me in righteousness, or not at all.” Then i realized, how utterly true that is. Because if we work unrighteous acts, then we are not serving God at all. For example, if we say we are serving God in righteousness, but we decide to do something unrighteous, such as lie, or steal or commit other sin, then we are NOT serving God in righteousness, we are not serving God at all, but we are serving evil. And by doing so, we would also be making ourselves liars. So we pray for righteousness and God will give it to us.

I also realized, some people may say to themselves that they don’t serve anyone. But everyone serves someone, or something. For example, i serve God. I seek to be a servant for God. Let’s say some person is an atheist, and they think they don’t serve anybody. But they do – they serve their body. They serve their own self. If you don’t serve God, essentially you serve SAtan, because you are not keeping God’s commandments. You would be a sinner. Many people serve not God, but serve their own selves. Some people serve their bodies. MMmmm, if it tastes good, eat as much as you can! and don’t drink just one can, buy 72 cans! And if it feels good, just do it as much as you want! And so these people serve the desires of their body. Their body is their master. Me, since i serve God, i don’t serve my body, so i don’t eat that much and i care more about what i do eat, because my Mother taught me. Now i thought about drug addicts. Those poor people have no control over their own body! They can’t stop taking drugs! I used to be the same way when i was getting drunk every day for 40 years and i couldn’t stop drinking, even though i tried many many times. So if those people do not have control over their own body, WHO DOES? What does control them? Whoever is controlling their body is telling them, Do Anything to get more drugs! And they do. They have no control and they can’t stop and there is NO CURE for any type of addiction. But there is a cure. It’s what Jesus did when He walked on Earth, and cast demons out of people.

I thought, that’s funny, because there is no medical test that they have that can tell you if you are possessed by a demon. No blood test can tell, no MRI, nothing. It’s spiritual. That made me realize why we need the Church here on Earth, then the Church can begin healing the sick and the poor and the poverty stricken. Because the people in the Church are going to be serving God, and that’s what God’s will is, here on Earth. Brotherly love and peace and joy. So if you know someone who is drinking or drugging out of control, pray for them, that God might send them an Angel to help them overcome the evil spirit that is inside them that has taken control over their own body. Because the people that Jesus cured from demons, they couldn’t help themselves either. They needed Jesus, or the disciples, or someone with the Power of God to cast out demons from them. They too were helpless victims. So the cure for those diseases is Prayer to God, and Jesus.

And since i know this, now i know that God must have cleansed me from an evil spirit of drinking alcohol, because somehow i totally lost all desire to ever drink again, once God asked me to stop. And i knew then, even as i know now, that i will never drink again. Somehow, God fixed me, and it had to have been through a spiritual treatment, or correction.

Oh, i have to say about Mother Teresa’s book that i myself do not agree with some of her Catholic church practices that she partakes in. I have read a lot of Gospels, and i found not one Gospel where Jesus commanded us to do penance, or to do any of the Catholic things they do, other than the Eucharist. In fact, the Catholic church is famous for being rife with idolatry, and image worship, and these are abominations unto God. Thou shalt have NO graven images, and yet, the Catholics have their rosary beads, and many other images. So again, we have to beware of false doctrine in the churches, themselves. But we keep what is good.

So, as we said before, if we are not serving God, we are serving self, or Satan. I thought before, if we do not control our minds, then our minds control us. And this is exactly what happens if we do not serve God. If we serve God, we have control over our bodies and our minds, we control what we think, say, do, and eat and drink, how we react, and we control everything over our bodies. However, if we do not serve God, then neither do we control our bodies. They will tend to control us, instead. But fortunately, if we repent and stop sinning, God will send us an Angel of Repentance to help us, and God will send us Faith, and Hope and Love. These are all Heavenly Spirits we have waiting for us, anytime we want them.

And now i understand what Jesus meant when He said “notwithstanding, he that is least in the Kingdom of Heaven is greater than John the Baptist”.

Mathew 11:11

11 Verily I say unto you, Among them that are born of women there
hath not risen a greater than John the Baptist: notwithstanding he that
is least in the kingdom of heaven is greater than he.

Jesus is just pointing out that the weakest Spirit in Heaven, any prophet who is a Spirit in Heaven, is greater than John the Baptist. IN an indirect way, Jesus is pointing out that the weakest guy in Heaven, the weakest Heavenly Spirit is stronger than the strongest Earthly spirits. And so when we pray to God and ask for help from the Heavenly Spirits, we realize, these Spirits are much stronger than the EArthly spirits, and can easily rule and control over them, if we ask them and let them. These are the Powers of God, these Heavenly Spirits. We can all have access to them.

Well today, i prayed to God and we did something a little bit different than my usual daily prayers. Because i have been praying to God fervently and daily to give me righteousness, and to guide me in all righteousness and guide my hands, then today this is what we did. I was thinking how i am so unclean, and impure in every way, and unholy, and small and weak, and so God had me pray like this. First i said Please God, forgive me of all my thoughts i ever had, because they were all impure and unclean. And then i said Please God forgive me of all my words i ever said, because they were all impure and unclean. And then i said God please forgive me of everything i ever did, because all my deeds were evil and impure and unclean. Then i said God, please forgive me for not having Faith, and for all the times when my Faith was weak, and those times when i did not believe. Then God forgave me all these things.

Then i made a New Prayer, it’s in addition to my regular daily prayer. And this is what i promised i would tell you, how to have a clean heart and clean hands and keep them clean. So then God had me pray thus

Dear God, please help me keep my thoughts pure and clean, and God please help me keep my words pure and clean, and God please help me keep my deeds pure and clean, and God please help me keep my Faith Strong, and pure, and clean. And God please let Righteousness stand guard at my heart, and allow no evil to enter therein; neither let their be found any dwelling place for evil. I ask for your help God because i am small and weak in the flesh, and i can only do this with Your Heavenly Power, for Thine is the Power, and Honor, and Glory, for ever.

So now i started out with a Clean Slate, and now i can pray the Lord’s prayer daily, and ask forgiveness when i do fail, because i am a human. If i say unclean words, i immediately say i’m sorry and ask forgiveness. And by doing so, we can all be forgiven, and we can keep ourselves free from sin, pure and clean, all the days of our lives. It’s a New Covenant that i made with God. And so that is one of my daily prayers, to keep my thoughts, words and deeds clean, and by so doing, keep my heart and hands clean, and keeping my Faith strong. Then i pray the Lord’s Prayer, which i have changed for me, ever so slightly and it sounds like this

Heavenly Father, Heavenly Mother and Jesus, who art in Heaven, hallowed be Thy Name. Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done, in righteousness, on Earth, as it is in Heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our debts as we forgive our debtors. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. For Thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory, for ever. Amen.

Then my other daily prayer i say starts out the same, but at the end it is kind of open ended, so at the last part i just pray about whatever i want to that day or just talk to God about whatever. Sometimes i ramble on and on. That leaves me prayer space to add things or pray for certain things.

Heavenly Father, Heavenly MOther, and Jesus who art in Heaven, hallowed be Thy Name! Your Name is very Great God! i have been very greatly blessed, even beyond my ability to comprehend, and beyond my ability to properly give thanks! Thank you so much for everything! I pray that i will be a good person to myself, to others, to the animals, and to You, God. And God, i pray fervently and daily that Satan be removed from all parts of me, that is, my body, my thoughts, and my feelings. And God i pray fervently and daily that i don’t tell lies and become a liar, for if i do, i will surely die. And God i pray fervently and daily that i never break my Covenant with You, God. Make me remember it is more important than my wedding vows. And God i pray fervently and daily that you will send me righteousness, so that i can serve you in righteousness. And God i pray fervently and daily that i never get separated from You, God, for if i do, i will surely die. And God i pray fervently and daily that all your babies will be safe, and none will get separated from You, God, for if they do, they will surely die. And God i pray, that i receive Your guidance everyday, that i may be wise in all my ways, and true to You, in everything that i think and feel and do. I love you very much God! I love you very much Heavenly Father! I love you very much Heavenly MOther! I love you very much Jesus! Thank you so much for everything! This we pray in Jesus Name, Amen, in Jesus Name we pray, Amen, in Jesus Name we pray, Amen.

And this last part i leave open, so i can pray about different things depending on what’s going on around me and such. I know it seems kind of long, but i believe that God enjoys listening to us pray sincerely, and God is very long suffering and patient with us, so i think we can make our prayers to God as long as we want. Even hours long, if we want to, and i know God enjoys hearing from us. It probably varies from person to person, because this is just what i do. Everyone has their own personal relationship with God. I only know what my own is. I enjoy talking with God, and telling God about everything, and it takes more than five minutes a day. I have to spend time in prayer, otherwise, how else can i ask God a lot of questions, and talk about things, and receive understanding? Never let anyone put limits on your relationship with God, but be as close to God as you can. Feel free to pray however you wish, because God loves you and accepts you just the way that you are. Your prayers are as individual as you are. That makes you Special to God. Praying increases our bonding with God so we should pour out our hearts to God and tell God everything, and ask God anything we want. Prayer can be formal, but if you imagine how a young child prays to God, then you can see that formality is not required, and there really are no rules and regulations concerning Prayer.

Silence Is Golden

25 Jun

June 24, 2015

I really like reading MOther Teresa’s book. I learn a lot of things from her. She is very wise. She teaches me how to pray, what it means to be holy, how to be holy, and a lot of basic training that i don’t even know. But i find the teachings and ways of God are very simple and easy to understand, once they are explained to me.

Well i hope i don’t cause any people to needlessly worry, because of my terrible writings. Sometimes i can’t even understand my own writings. But i don’t wish to cause anyone to feel hopeless, because with God, there is always a way out. This is something Earth Mother told me in 2013. Now i don’t know of anyone who is unable to accept God’s offer to repent, to stop sinning, which is to keep all God’s commandments, and be saved. People may be unwilling to accept God’s offer, but as far as i know, the offer is available to everyone.

Some people may ask What should i do? Should i change jobs? Should i move to Russia? other questions like these. Well, the answer is the same for each and everyone – Pray to God and ask God whatever you want to know. As long as we are keeping God’s commandments the best we can, and trying our hardest, then we know in our own heart that we are doing the best we can. In other words, as Scripture says, our own hearts don’t condemn us. That is, we know we are keeping God’s Law in every way and we don’t have a guilty conscience. Then when you ask God your question, then you can relax. Don’t worry about it. God will answer your question. Sometimes God speaks to me in words, and sometimes God speaks to me in unspoken words, or through feeling. Such as, i might be thinking to myself a question, and God may suddenly as though speak some words to me and answer my question. Other times, i may not hear anything for awhile, but after some time i may just receive understanding about my question. And then, i know, that is my answer. Now as long as we are being obedient and keeping God’s Law, and doing the best we can, then we have full faith that we are doing what we are supposed to be doing, and we have no doubt that God will answer our question, or give us anything we ask. If you see those sad sisters come weeping and wailing in with doubtful mind and worry, and angry temper, don’t let them in! Doubt and worry cause us to fail and make us lose our focus on what is important. So we ask God, then we feel happy, because we Know God is going to answer us. Then we don’t worry and in time, we will receive our answer.

But the first thing we need to do to get started out is to repent of our sins, stop sinning, and keep God’s commandments. That’s all God asks us to do. And we are all given certain powers. In the beginning, everyone has the Power of Prayer, so we use it, and practice it, and we pray the Lord’s prayer, which is one of the things Jesus commanded us to do. At first it may seem that your prayers are not being answered, but remember to ask for unselfish things, such as peace of mind and understanding, love, and wisdom, righteousness, so that we may help others, and ourselves. But know this, God knows everything we think, say and do, and so God hears all your prayers. And when you practice enough, you will discover that Prayer is Two Way communication. But remember to be dedicated and be doing the best you can at all times. I pray every day, first thing when i wake up, and last thing before i go to sleep. And any time during the day you feel moved to pray is also a good time to pray. And faith is kind of like planting a little seed. At first it is very small, but then you water it and it grows, bigger and bigger. In the beginning, faith is a small seed, but it can grow huge, and move mountains, and even the birds will make nests in it. Faith is very powerful. We have to be careful when we are dealing with the Powers of God, because the Powers of God can blow up the whole Earth.

Now i don’t know what God wants for you in your life, only God knows you. And if i said something as an answer, it might not mean very much to you. But lets say someone asked God if they should quit drinking. If God Himself answered them back, and asked them to stop drinking, then that would mean something. So we look to God for all our answers. If God asks us for something, who could refuse? You will find yourself very happy to give God whatever He asks of you.

And then, we hand all our cares to God. We put our complete trust in God. God cannot fail. When we put our lives in God’s Hands, we don’t have to worry about anything. Keep the sad sisters out, and put Faith in charge, and ask Faith not to let those sad sisters in, because Faith is much stronger, being an Heavenly Spirit. And she will. It reminds me of something God told me in 2013, which is a little saying – I need to remember, no matter what happens, everything is going to be OK. And it helps if you repeat the saying over a few times. Even though it may not seem like everything is going to be OK, if God said it is, then it will be. We just need to learn to be patient, and to do the best that we can, and to Trust in God.

Now i want to read the Shepherd of Hermas again, and study it, because it contains a lot of useful knowledge. I want to learn the twelve commandments that we are given in that book. The one i am trying to learn now is learning reverence, and trying to learn to be reverent in all things. It takes practice, that’s all. First we learn what we need to do, then we learn how to do it. It’s easy. It’s easier than trying to learn calculus or English composition and all the rules about grammar!

St. Luke Chapter 3

NOW in the fifteenth year of the reign of Tiberius Cæsar, Pontius
Pilate being governor of Judæa, and Herod being tetrarch of Galilee,
and his brother Philip tetrarch of Ituræa and of the region of
Trachonitis, and Lysanias the tetrarch of Abilene,
2 Annas and Caiaphas being the high priests, the word of God came
unto John the son of Zacharias in the wilderness.
3 And he came into all the country about Jordan, preaching the
baptism of repentance for the remission of sins;
4 As it is written in the book of the words of Esaias the prophet,
saying, The voice of one crying in the wilderness, Prepare ye the way
of the Lord, make his paths straight.
5 Every valley shall be filled, and every mountain and hill shall be
brought low; and the crooked shall be made straight, and the rough
ways shall be made smooth;
6 And all flesh shall see the salvation of God.
7 Then said he to the multitude that came forth to be baptized of him,
O generation of vipers, who hath warned you to flee from the wrath
to come?
8 Bring forth therefore fruits worthy of repentance, and begin not to
say within yourselves, We have Abraham to our father: for I say unto
you, That God is able of these stones to raise up children unto
9 And now also the axe is laid unto the root of the trees: every tree
therefore which bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast
into the fire.
10 And the people asked him, saying, What shall we do then?
11 He answereth and saith unto them, He that hath two coats, let him
impart to him that hath none; and he that hath meat, let him do
12 Then came also publicans to be baptized, and said unto him,
Master, what shall we do?
13 And he said unto them, Exact no more than that which is
appointed you.
14 And the soldiers likewise demanded of him, saying, And what
shall we do? And he said unto them, Do violence to no man, neither
accuse any falsely; and be content with your wages.
15 And as the people were in expectation, and all men mused in their
hearts of John, whether he were the Christ, or not;
16 John answered, saying unto them all, I indeed baptize you with
water; but one mightier than I cometh, the latchet of whose shoes I
am not worthy to unloose: he shall baptize you with the Holy Ghost
and with fire:
17 Whose fan is in his hand, and he will throughly purge his floor,
and will gather the wheat into his garner; but the chaff he will burn
with fire unquenchable.
18 And many other things in his exhortation preached he unto the
19 But Herod the tetrarch, being reproved by him for Herodias his
brother Philip’s wife, and for all the evils which Herod had done,
20 Added yet this above all, that he shut up John in prison.
21 Now when all the people were baptized, it came to pass, that Jesus
also being baptized, and praying, the heaven was opened,
22 And the Holy Ghost descended in a bodily shape like a dove upon
him, and a voice came from heaven, which said, Thou art my
beloved Son; in thee I am well pleased.

There Is No Evil In Heaven

24 Jun

June 24, 2015

I was thinking about God, and how some people try to say that God is partly evil. Now one of the things that is kind of hard for me to understand is how God is Pure Goodness. This is something i learned about God when He first revealed Himself to me. I never knew that before. I thought about how people try to assign evil to God, by twisting God’s Word around. For example, if there is a church somewhere that has in it’s name the word Christian, and that church teaches that it is OK for American soldiers to go overseas and kill their brethren, then that church has twisted God’s Word to make it seem that God condones killing. That church should go through everything, and remove the word Christian from every part and piece of their church, if that is what they teach. Because no where, NO WHERe, did Christ EVER teach that it was OK to kill your brethrens. It’s 180 degrees opposite of what Christ taught! That church should, in actuality, name itself the church of Satan. Because Satan is the killer. Not Jesus. People try to assign evil to God, and it’s not possible. Because God is Pure Goodness, and no evil can even be near God, because of that.

But it’s a difficult concept to try to consider, being Pure Goodness. We have to apply it to everything about God. For example, the sick sister, sadness, she is not part of God. God has no part sadness. God is pure Joy. There is no sadness in God. It’s impossible. And i thought about these things and i understood suddenly that i am guilty of doing the same thing, sometimes. Sometimes i try to assign evil to God. For example, i sometimes get angry thinking about baby killers, and i might write with an angry temper, and use vulgarity, and profanity. Why? Because of me, in my situation, i felt i had the right to do that. Or that i could get away with it, because of my position. But now i realized, God is Pure Goodness, and God will NEVER tell anybody that it’s OK to sin. Ever. Never. If someone said it’s OK to tell “white lies”, that’s totally wrong. Because God will never tell anybody it’s OK to lie. Ever. All liars go to the lake of fire. God will never tell anyone it’s OK to kill, or to eat flesh. Because God has already written it in His Word.

The same goes for me. God will never “let me get away with things”. I was thinking about this, and God said to me Remember in 2013 when We said you were an “example”? and i said Yes, i do remember. God said that meant that i am supposed to be showing others the Power of God in my life, by my example. So not only is it wrong for me to use profanity and such, but it is MORE important for me that i be good! Because i’m supposed to be setting an Example. I thought, Uh oh, because then i’ve been doing terrible! Oh no! But God said, that’s how we learn, it’s another way of learning, by our mistakes. And making corrections. God said you don’t go to college to become a doctor, and the next day go and perform brain surgery. It takes time and study. And God wants progress, not perfection. But it is very important to be showing improvement, and to be paying attention and learning.

I thought about this, and i realized, my writing is terrible. I am a terrible writer, and i get my words mixed up and stuff, and because of that, my example is more important than what i write down about. So i have to show improvement, otherwise i’m not learning. But God gave me all the necessary education so that i can succeed. By teaching me about Faith, and sadness, and all that, how it is God’s Nature to be cheerful, and how we can be cheerful. And how to dispose of angry temper, sadness, etc. I thought how important it is that i be as humble as i can, by example. God said a good way to be humble is to be kind and cheerful. That’s the best way to be humble. So thankfully, God has taught me everything. I still keep learning more and more.

The pureness of God, the goodness of God, i realized that is part of the infallibility of God. There is no trace of evil in God whatsoever. God would never say it’s OK to kill, or to kill animals, or to do anything against His Own Commandments. In fact, that is why sinners are not allowed in to Heaven. Because they are evil, they refuse to stop doing evil. That’s what the commandments are for, telling us to not do evil. And no evil is allowed into Heaven. All evil is cast down out of Heaven. Satan was cast out of Heaven for being evil. And the next step is, Satan is going to be cast down into hell, with all sinners and all evil, because there is no evil allowed in Heaven or in the Presence of God. It’s really very simple.

God said to me Everyone is sick of the baby killers, and We’re all disgusted by their abominations. But God said don’t be angry at them but rather, Rejoice! because baby killers and people who go around the world making a profit by killing others will never be allowed in to Heaven. Their time is coming to an end real soon. No, these people will never see what’s inside Heaven. The only thing these people are going to see is a Lake of Fire. And they won’t hurt anyone anymore. For ever, and ever. God will see to that Himself.

And that’s a Guarantee you can count on.

God Means What He Says

24 Jun

June 23, 2015

I thought about God telling us not to eat flesh, and God told us very clearly and specifically.

Genesis Chapter 9

4 But flesh with the life thereof, which is the blood thereof, shall ye
not eat.
5 And surely your blood of your lives will I require; at the hand of
every beast will I require it, and at the hand of man; at the hand of
every man’s brother will I require the life of man.
6 Whoso sheddeth man’s blood, by man shall his blood be shed: for
in the image of God made he man.

And i realize, when God says something, He means what He says. Unlike people. If you appear before God and you tell him you ate flesh because you didn’t believe His Word, well, then you are calling Him a liar, too. It’s not going to be a good Judgment Day for those folks, because as Kurt Cobain said, those folks are going to a Lake of Fire and fry. And Jesus said the same thing, in Revelation Chapter 21. All abominable have their part in the lake of fire.

Revelation Chapter 21

7 He that overcometh shall inherit all things; and I will be his God,
and he shall be my son.
8 But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and
murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all
liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and
brimstone: which is the second death.

It’s a very stern warning. Believe what God tells you, because God means what He says. And Heavenly Mother has some words of wisdom, and warning as well. Hearken to your Mother’s voice now, when She is calling you. Because it is your only chance. If you deny Her call, She won’t call you anymore. And She means what She says. So as long as everybody knows, then they can choose to obey God or to disobey God. The choice is yours to make. And lo, God told us, beforehand.

Proverbs Chapter 1

20 ¶ Wisdom crieth without; she uttereth her voice in the streets:
21 She crieth in the chief place of concourse, in the openings of the
gates: in the city she uttereth her words, saying,
22 How long, ye simple ones, will ye love simplicity? and the
scorners delight in their scorning, and fools hate knowledge?
23 Turn you at my reproof: behold, I will pour out my spirit unto
you, I will make known my words unto you.
24 ¶ Because I have called, and ye refused; I have stretched out my
hand, and no man regarded;
25 But ye have set at nought all my counsel, and would none of my
26 I also will laugh at your calamity; I will mock when your fear
27 When your fear cometh as desolation, and your destruction
cometh as a whirlwind; when distress and anguish cometh upon you.
28 Then shall they call upon me, but I will not answer; they shall
seek me early, but they shall not find me:
29 For that they hated knowledge, and did not choose the fear of the
30 They would none of my counsel: they despised all my reproof.
31 Therefore shall they eat of the fruit of their own way, and be filled
with their own devices.
32 For the turning away of the simple shall slay them, and the
prosperity of fools shall destroy them.
33 But whoso hearkeneth unto me shall dwell safely, and shall be
quiet from fear of evil.

False Hope

24 Jun

June 23, 2015

Earlier i mentioned about Jesus commanding us not to eat flesh. This is also given to us in commandment by God, Heavenly Father, in GEnesis. So not eating flesh is not a choice really, it is a commandment. Willful disobedience of commandments is direct violation of God’s Law. Those who disobey the commandments are disobedient and will not be among those who enter into Heaven. Whether if you think it is a big sacrifice to not eat meat, it is an abomination to God. It’s not just gross and disgusting, like blood and gut eating zombies, but it requires the shedding of innocent blood. And if God hates hands that shed innocent blood, how do you think God will feel about people who shed innocent blood, then eat it?

I thought about it being like you sent your toddler outside to play, and soon she came back with guts and blood and yucky stuff all over her face because she was outside eating slugs. But God said it’s even worse than that. It’s egregious, because it involves shedding of innocent blood.

Gospel of the Holy Twelve Lection 46

9. Hear O Israel, JOVA, thy God is One; many are My seers, and My prophets. In Me all live and move, and have subsistence.
10. Ye shall not take away the life of any creature for your pleasure, nor for your profit. nor yet torment it.
11. Ye shall not steal the goods of any, nor gather lands and riches to yourselves, beyond your need or use.
12. Ye shall not eat the flesh, nor drink the blood of any slaughtered creature, nor yet any thing which bringeth disorder to your health or senses.
13. Ye shall not make impure marriages, where love and health are not, nor yet corrupt yourselves, or any creature made pure by the Holy.
14. Ye shall not bear false witness against any, nor wilfully deceive any by a lie to hurt them.
15. Ye shall not do unto others, as ye would not that others should do unto you.
16. Ye shall worship One Eternal, the Father-Mother in Heaven, of Whom are all things, and reverence the holy Name.
17. Ye shall revere your fathers and your mothers on earth, whose care is for you, and all the Teachers of Righteousness.
18. Ye shall cherish and protect the weak, and those who are oppressed, and all creatures that suffer wrong.
19. Ye shall work with your hands the things that are good and seemly; so shalt ye eat the fruits Of the earth, and live long in the land.
20. Ye shall purify yourselves daily and rest the Seventh Day from labour, keeping holy the Sabbaths and the Festival of your God.
21. Ye shall do unto others as ye would that others should do unto you.
22. And when the disciples heard these words, they smote upon their breasts, saying: Wherein we have offended. O God forgive us: and may thy wisdom, love and truth within us incline our hearts to love and keen this Holy Law.
23. And Jesus said unto them, My yoke is equal and my burden light, if ye will to bear it, to you it will be easy. Lay no other burden on those that enter into the kingdom, but only these necessary things.
24. This is the new Law unto the Israel of God, and the Law is within, for it is the Law of Love, and it is not new but old. Take heed that ye add nothing to this law, neither take anything from it. Verily I say unto you, they who believe and obey this law shall be saved, and they who know and obey it not, shall be lost.

As we know, Jesus lets us know in Revelation that those who keep His commandments are the only ones who go to Heaven.

Revelation Chapter 22

14 Blessed are they that do his commandments, that they may have
right to the tree of life, and may enter in through the gates into the
15 For without are dogs, and sorcerers, and whoremongers, and
murderers, and idolaters, and whosoever loveth and maketh a lie.

I wondered about myself, and how would i feel, and what would i do, if i were the one reading this, instead of the one writing it. Because up until a couple years ago i ate meat and i knew no difference. If someone told me it was a sin, i don’t know if i would believe them or not. I’ve lived like everyone else pretty much. I used to hunt, and i killed several deer and rabbits and so forth. But over time, i outgrew killing, and came to dislike it. And gradually i kind of outgrew eating meat, in my older age. Thanks to guidance from my Earth Mother, i gradually quit eating meat altogether a couple years ago. Just because i felt at the time that it was the thing to do. And that’s how She guides me quite often. So i don’t know how i would feel if someone came up and told me this Truth. i hope that i would believe them. Because it is very True, and God would not have showed me this, and Taught me this, if it were otherwise. No, it’s very important for everyone to keep God’s commandments. That’s the only way we can get in to Heaven.

So we would not quit eating meat because it was against the Law, so that we could go to Heaven, because that is not the only thing we need to enter Heaven. But we would quit eating meat because we love God, and we keep all His commandments. That’s how we get into Heaven.

St. John Chapter 8

51 Verily, verily, I say unto you, If a man keep my saying, he shall
never see death.

St. John Chapter 14

15 ¶ If ye love me, keep my commandments.
16 And I will pray the Father, and he shall give you another
Comforter, that he may abide with you for ever;
17 Even the Spirit of truth; whom the world cannot receive, because
it seeth him not, neither knoweth him: but ye know him; for he
dwelleth with you, and shall be in you.
18 I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you.

So it comes down to whether or not people believe in what Jesus said. They will either believe in Jesus, or they won’t believe in Jesus. But those who do believe, they will not just believe, but they will Know Jesus said it. Because His Sheep really do know His Voice.

St. John Chapter 10

27 My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me:
28 And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish,
neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand.
29 My Father, which gave them me, is greater than all; and no man is
able to pluck them out of my Father’s hand.

St. John Chapter 10

VERILY, verily, I say unto you, He that entereth not by the door into
the sheepfold, but climbeth up some other way, the same is a thief
and a robber.
2 But he that entereth in by the door is the shepherd of the sheep.
3 To him the porter openeth; and the sheep hear his voice: and he
calleth his own sheep by name, and leadeth them out.
4 And when he putteth forth his own sheep, he goeth before them,
and the sheep follow him: for they know his voice.
5 And a stranger will they not follow, but will flee from him: for they
know not the voice of strangers.

Those folks who do believe in Jesus, they will receive everlasting life in Heaven, just as St. John told us

ST. John Chapter 3

16 ¶ For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son,
that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have
everlasting life.
17 For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world;
but that the world through him might be saved.
18 ¶ He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth
not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name
of the only begotten Son of God.
19 And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world,
and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were

Their deeds were evil. They didn’t believe what Jesus said. They were commandment breakers. They didn’t keep the commandments, they broke them instead. And because the broke the commandments without being forgiven and stopping their sins, they perish. So the Kingdom of Heaven isn’t just some great vacation getaway that we can get for a good bargain. But rather, when we learn and understand what Heaven is all about, just like in the story of the Pearl of Great Price, we gladly give up everything we have in this world to achieve Heaven, because we can easily recognize what is the right thing to do, obviously. I can’t understand how people could choose to live their life for this short time, for this world and not for Heaven. People think they want to live happily here on EArth, and thats all they care about. That’s only going to last forty or fifty years. What about the next ten million years that comes after that?

What are people going to do then, for the next ten million years, when they don’t go to Heaven? As Christians, we have hope, nay, we know we are going to inherit Eternal Life in Heaven. But it is our hope, it’s what we strive for everyday. For sinners, is the only hope that they have in life is after they die they hope that nothing will happen to them? It won’t do any good to hope that nothing is going to happen to you after you die. I can already tell you that. Why? Because i Know. It’s all written down for us, and told to us in the Holy Bible. Whether if you believe it, or not. God’s Word is True.

I wish there was something i could say that would make people Know, as i know. I wish i could wave a magic wand, and make people know. I wondered why God doesn’t just wave Her Magic Wand and make everyone believe? Then i realized, it’s because God is separating out those who love Him from those who don’t love Him. God wants to find out who loves Him, and who does not, because only those that love Him inherit Eternal Life.
And that’s how He finds out- Those who keep His commandments, and those who do not.

St. John Chapter 14

15 ¶ If ye love me, keep my commandments.

Going Off The Deep End

23 Jun

June 23, 2015

“Where do bad folks go when they die
They don’t go to heaven where the angels fly
Go to a lake of fire and fry
See them again ’till the Fourth of July” – KUrt Cobain

There is no Fourth of July in Heaven, or in hell.

Now i know, some people are asking questions, such as Who are you? Well, i have a few questions of my own. Such as, Who am i? What am i doing? How did i get here? What happened to me? But, these questions are inconsequential to me, because the only thing i care about is carrying out the will of God. Nothing else matters.

I begin to have more and more understanding. I thought about God, and us. When we first discover God, we’re not too sure who God is, and we don’t know very much about God. BEcause of this, our faith is weak at first. But through prayer, listening to God, by reading Scripture, and through making yourself available as a disciple of God, we begin to learn more and more about God. Then, the more we learn and know, then our faith also grows. Now imagine this, if you will, how much faith would you have if you didn’t just believe in God, but you actually Knew God existed, and you spoke to Him, and He spoke to you and taught you everything?

I imagined it was like being a small child, and God, our Heavenly Parents are in the pool, in the water swimming below. And here i am, small child about 50 feet above the water. And God says, Don’t be afraid, jump in! Nothing can hurt you, just jump in!. But, being a small little child, i might be pretty frightened to jump, because i don’t really know if it is safe – it looks pretty dangerous! But then, you jump! And you find out, it is safe! It’s safe, and it’s fun! It makes you want to do it again and again! Then you don’t become scared anymore. Because you know you are in Good Hands. Your Parents are God. Then when you realize that your Dad is the God of the Universe, the most Powerful God , Creator of everything, when you fully understand this, then you know you don’t have anything to be afraid of. And when you fully understand that, then you aren’t, anymore.

So in the beginning our faith is weak, and through knowledge, learning and experience we grow in strength. And then, we can all become Spiritual masters. Now i also understand that the fear of God is the beginning of Knowledge.

Proverbs Chapter 1

7 ¶ The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge: but fools
despise wisdom and instruction.

Fear of God is the beginning of KNowledge of God. Knowledge of God is the Power of God, and Understanding is the Key to the Power of God. Where do we get Understanding? Wisdom gives us Understanding. Therefore, Wisdom gives us the Keys to the Power of God. Now i can’t tell you everything i know about this, because the Power of God is very powerful. When God’s Powers manifest themself here on Earth, it is very powerful indeed. Who can withstand the Living God? Who can withstand His Powers? So if you want to have access to the Powers of God, and being the sons and daughters of God, these are your inheritance, then you must show a certain amount of responsibility.

Because the Powers of God are kind of like having a gun, and you have to show that you are responsible enough to be trusted with any Powers. To begin with, the first thing is, to have the Fear of God. Then we have to be obedient. If we are not obedient, and if we do not love God and keep His commandments, then we will never have any of the POwers of God. But by being obedient, dedicated to carrying out God’s will, and by learning wisdom and receiving understanding, then we learn. And the more responsible we are, the more privileges we are given, and the more rights we receive. But it’s important to be obedient, because the obedient children receive awards. The disobedient children spend their time in punishment. They don’t receive any rewards.

As we grow and learn and become spiritually strong, our faith also increases, and this helps us to learn and grow even more. For example, in the beginning, we don’t know God very well. But after a time, He shows us some of His Power, and He might show us a miracle. And after we have seen God’s Hand and witnessed His Power first hand, then we begin to know that God is very real, and everything that Scripture says about Him is real, and then you become to Know God. That’s when we understand things such as, God says not to fear anybody who can kill your body, but to fear God. Because it’s like God says to us, Don’t worry about those mean kids at school. If they beat you up or even shoot you and kill you, don’t worry. You and me are going to live in Heaven, for ever. And I will take those evil kids and throw them into the Fire, and they will burn forever. And you Know He will. So you pray for those mean kids, so that doesn’t happen to them.

What do i mean, becoming spiritual masters? I mean, achieving mastery over spirits. Such as we learned about in the Shepard of Hermas. For example, when we master the spirit of suffering, we no longer have to suffer. When we master the spirit of sadness, we no longer feel sad. And so forth. How do we do this? Through the Power of God, the Power of the Heavenly Spirits. Through study, meditation, which is just sitting around, quietly thinking, Scripture and Prayer. The best way to learn, and the only way to receive Understanding and KNowledge of God is through direct communication with God.

Who can do this? Anybody can do this. When you have an interest in something, such as a vocation, or a hobby, and you really enjoy it, you spend your time thinking about it, studying about it, learning about it, watching videos about it, and it may take up your free time. Now, if we do the same with God, when we discover God, then that is how we learn about God. I thought about God, and i love God very much, and i would never say anything blasphemous about God. But i was thinking, learning about God is kind of like receiving a Magic Kit. And you can do all kinds of things with your Magic Kit, you just have to study and learn all about it. Then you can get really good at it.

IN Shepard of Hermas, for example, we are taught about sadness, and we learn sadness is the sister of doubtful mind and angry temper. These are earthy spirits, and they are weak compared to Heavenly Spirits, such as Faith. But, if we let them in to our mind, for example, we start feeling sad, then we start to have doubts and worries, or we might get angry, then we have to recognize that the sick sister of sadness has snuck into our mind, and made us feel sad. So we cast her out! GEt out of here, you sick sister of sadness, and you and your sick sisters, angry temper and doubtful mind with you! Because doubtful mind also has another sick sister that hangs out with her called worry. And so we cast them out. Ask the Angel of Righteousness to keep them away. Flee from all evil thoughts. We are taught how important it is to control our tongues, and what we say. But i thought, what about our thoughts? Why do we have evil thoughts? We are not told to be careful what we think, but we are told to control what we say. Because i don’t think we can control our thoughts. For example, when i sleep, i have no control over what thoughts i have while i’m asleep, such as dreaming. So we are to flee from all evil thoughts, and control our tongues and speaking. But these are just bits and pieces. If you really want to know, read and study and learn everything you can about God, and pray and ask God for Wisdom, and Understanding. But you have to be obedient, and doing the best that you can, every day. But it’s not that hard. Anybody can do it.

I was also reading the book by Mother Teresa. She is very wise, and i learn a lot of stuff from her. She is very pious. I want to read more of her writings if i have time. I want to learn everything i can about God. I noticed in Mother Teresa writings, she writes from a nuns point of view. She considers herself to be the wife, or spouse of Jesus. Now that is because she is a woman. Me, i am the son of God, and i don’t consider myself marrying Jesus. He’s my Brother, because He is also the Son of God. And we can see from Scripture, there really is no getting married in Heaven.

St. Mark Chapter 12

24 And Jesus answering said unto them, Do ye not therefore err,
because ye know not the scriptures, neither the power of God?
25 For when they shall rise from the dead, they neither marry, nor are
given in marriage; but are as the angels which are in heaven.
26 And as touching the dead, that they rise: have ye not read in the
book of Moses, how in the bush God spake unto him, saying, I am
the God of Abraham, and the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob?
27 He is not the God of the dead, but the God of the living: ye
therefore do greatly err.

No, in Heaven no one gets married. There is the Marriage between the Church, and Christ but that’s it. For one thing, everyone is like angels, neither male, nor female, but one. Unity. Complete. They are made whole. But Scripture does refer to the Church as the Bride of Christ. Now this is a figurative way of speaking. The same way it is figuratively speaking when Jesus said, Here , eat this piece of bread, because I am the bread, and everyone is going to eat My Body. We don’t literally eat Jesus body. Figuratively speaking. The same way we don’t literally each individually marry Jesus either. We love Jesus that much, even more, and that is what is referring to. The apostles, when Jesus taught them, Here eat this bread, you must eat My body, some of the apostles quit. They couldn’t take it, and they walked off. The other apostles told Jesus – This is an hard saying! who can take it? because for some people it turned them away. As for me, i understand i am going to Heaven to be with my Heavenly Father, God, and my Heavenly MOther, and Jesus, because i am the son of God. It’s not just Jesus in Heaven, our Father and our Mother are waiting there for us too. We neither marry, nor are given in marriage.

Now i say the same thing about Jesus commanding us not to eat meat, because it is an abomination to God. This is an hard saying! who can take it? Then i understood, i remembered the Scripture about the pearl of great price. If you recognize that you can purchase a pearl of great price for a really great deal, then you would not consider that you were making a sacrifice at all. But rather, you were getting a great bargain at a tremendous price. So i have to ask, how much would you be willing to give, to get in to Heaven, and live for Eternity with God? Just how much is it worth to you, and what would you be willing to give? Or would you consider it a sacrifice too great to make?

Is Your Reward In Heaven?

22 Jun

JUne 21, 2015

The story about the raisin and the peanut. One day, a raisin and a peanut were sitting on the kitchen counter next to each other. The raisin said to the peanut “Raisins are better than peanuts because raisins are made out of grapes, and we’re sweeter than peanuts.” The peanut looked at him and said “No, i think peanuts are better than raisins, because we have more protein and we even have our own shell. So therefore, peanuts are better than raisins.” So while they were discussing this, i went walking in the kitchen and i ate them both. Later, they both came out the other end, in a pile of poo. So you see, they were both made out of the same substance, but they just didn’t know it. Because in their own self righteousness, each one thought he was better than the other one, although, they were both exactly the same.

I realized that self righteousness is what we have if we don’t have God’s righteousness. Now i changed my daily prayer so that i also pray fervently and daily for righteousness, and to serve God in righteousness.

Well now it’s my turn to get reprimanded by God again. Not really reprimanded, but as Scripture says, “Reproved” or rebuked. I don’t like to get corrected, but then i realize it’s for the best. It’s kind of like turning in your assignment to the teacher, fully confident you’re going to get an A plus, but instead, you get the paper back with red ink all over it and a big 50% on top. But, the teacher corrects us so that we will get the Answer correct on the Final Exam. That’s why. So it’s good to be corrected, if we then learn from our mistakes and make corrections. That’s how we learn.

My assignment was to go to the library and check out a book. So i had to find out the library schedule, and then i went and signed up for a card, so i could check out a book. I didn’t know what book i was looking for. I knew it had to do something with the Bible, so i looked in the Bible books section. I saw the big books, and none of them were what i was looking for. So i started looking at the smaller books, and there it was, the book i was looking for was by Mother Teresa entitled No Greater Love. As soon as i saw it, i knew it was the book, and i read the cover to make sure. So i brought it home and began to read it, and God speaks to me through the little book. God speaks to me through different people sometimes, websites, etc and this time it is through Mother Teresa’s writings. I can recognize God in other people’s writings, i can tell if they are divinely inspired, and i know Mother Teresa is. Sure enough, i was reading the chapter about Love, and this is one of the things God is telling me – because God teaches me everything.

“Love each other as God loves each one of you, with an intense and particular love. Be kind to each other: it is better to commit faults with gentleness, than to commit miracles with unkindness.” – Mother Teresa

So i recognize God is teaching me to be more kind in my writings. And i am trying to learn and do my best everyday. And i already know that i am not to antagonize my brethren, because wicked imagination is one of the things that God hates, and also he that soweth discord amongst brethren:

Proverbs Chapter 6

16 ¶ These six things doth the LORD hate: yea, seven are an
abomination unto him:
17 A proud look, a lying tongue, and hands that shed innocent blood,
18 An heart that deviseth wicked imaginations, feet that be swift in
running to mischief,
19 A false witness that speaketh lies, and he that soweth discord
among brethren.

20 ¶ My son, keep thy father’s commandment, and forsake not the
law of thy mother:
21 Bind them continually upon thine heart, and tie them about thy
22 When thou goest, it shall lead thee; when thou sleepest, it shall
keep thee; and when thou awakest, it shall talk with thee.

23 For the commandment is a lamp; and the law is light; and reproofs
of instruction are the way of life:

I was already notified about sowing discord before, so i am obedient and i try not to antagonize anyone. But these are corrections that God teaches me about, so that i can become a better person to myself, and to others. Which i pray to God every day. But getting chastised by God is not like getting hit by a ruler by the teacher or the nun, or getting whipped. God’s rebukes are very gentle and teach us good things.

Now i was thinking to myself about some secret societies, and some other things i have learned in the past two years. And i thought about how some of the secret societies have a lot of power, and a long reach, and i thought about that, and it kind of amazed me. And then, i remembered, or God reminded me of the Scripture about that

Revelation Chapter 17

5 And upon her forehead was a name written, MYSTERY,
6 And I saw the woman drunken with the blood of the saints, and
with the blood of the martyrs of Jesus: and when I saw her, I
wondered with great admiration.
7 And the angel said unto me, Wherefore didst thou marvel? I will
tell thee the mystery of the woman, and of the beast that carrieth her,
which hath the seven heads and ten horns.

God said, don’t marvel at them, this is the beast. So i thought about that, and i thought, well, if someone is on the List to get rebuked by God, then i am going to rebuke them, no matter who they are. If a name is on the list to get rebuked, i am going to rebuke them, even if it is my own name. But other than that, as i said before, i already learned not to antagonize anyone. It’s kind of like when you discover a snake. If you leave the snake alone, most likely it will leave you alone. If you prod it and poke it, you may rile it up. And, if the snake wants to attack you, then you have no choice but to stomp the snake. Now the snake is going to have a mighty big surprise when he gets close to bite me, when he sees me standing there in snakeskin boots. Because God gave man dominion over all the beasts, i’m not afraid of snakes or animals. Man has dominion over animals, not the other way around. Just like the earthly spirits are subject to the Heavenly Spirits, so too are animals subject to man. So if i see a snake, i just leave it alone. I know if some secret societies really wanted to kill me, i’d already be dead, a long time ago. But even so, these societies are made up of my brethren, and even if we are not best friends, we do have mutual enemies and we are more alike than we are different.

Some people said i must be brave to teach about Jesus and rebuke certain folks. However, i’m not brave at all. I’m nothing without God. I’m just some average guy. But i do know who is brave, and i will tell you who i think are brave people. First, the little girl who goes to school, and for some reason, the other kids are mean to her. They call her names, and treat her badly and make her feel sad. She doesn’t know why, she didn’t do anything mean to them. But, she goes to school everyday and faces them, and deals with it. Because she is brave. And the little boy, when he goes to school and the mean kids pick on him and call him names, for no reason. He has no friends to stick up for him, he doesn’t have anyone to help him. There’s nothing he can do. He knows you can’t call in sick to school everyday, so he goes to school and faces the bullies, and puts up with their meanness quietly. He doesn’t understand why, but it doesn’t make him feel mean. These are brave people. They are the weakest and most defenseless, and yet, they face the mean world by themselves, every day. Who else is brave? The kid who sees the smaller kids getting picked on, and stands up to help defend them. This guy is very brave, when he will stand up in front of all the mean kids to help out a smaller child. And what about overseas? The little kid who faces down an Abrams military tank, with a pocket full of rocks? The tanks and soldiers come to his town and blow it all up, and he is so defenseless. But he is not afraid.

Now i know that none of these children need to feel alone, because Jesus is with all of them, each and every one. Even though it feels like they are alone, they are never alone. God sees everything, and everything that everybody does is written down and recorded. And we will be judged one day. Everyone will receive their rewards they have earned. But not everyone’s reward is in Heaven. But these small children who bravely face this terrible world everyday by themselves, these are the brave heroes to me. And i know how it is, because that’s how it was for me when i was growing up. I could never understand why people would want to be mean to me, but they were. So we just endure it, never understanding why, but never losing hope that tomorrow soon brings a New Day.

Some people thought that other people were scared of me, but that’s ridiculous. I’m a nice guy, i’m more likely to help someone, than to hurt anyone or anything. If anyone was afraid of me, it would be that they were actually afraid of God, not me. But as for me, i would not do anything mean to other people at all. In fact, i don’t even think mean thoughts. I’m not scared of other people either, and if i do have any cares, i give them all to God, and then i don’t have to worry about them. It’s a good feeling, to hand all your cares to God.

I thought about Jesus, and if anything at all, then i think Jesus would be like the kid who gets picked on in school when Jesus was young. I read a Pseudo gospel about the infancy of Jesus, but i found it pretty incredible. I am not too quick to judge things, but it was pretty far fetched. The infancy gospel made it seem that Jesus was some kind of a problem child, running around , out of control, withering people up, killing them, then returning them to life. I thought, this is something that Jesus would cure people of, not cause. Jesus did not come to the Earth as judge, jury, executioner, and reanimator. This sounds pretty silly to me. In fact, history shows that Jesus was taken to a desert commune, a community of Essenes, to escape the people who were trying to kill Him, ever since He was a little baby. Jesus life was under threat of death the minute He was born, so His parents probably kept it a big secret, and kept Jesus in a commune all His years growing up. No one knew about Jesus until it was time for Him to begin His Mission, when He went to be baptized by John the Baptist. Like Jesus example, when they crucified Him, sure, Jesus could have called a million angels, and destroyed the entire Earth. But He didn’t. He humbly took the abuse and died for our sins. And that’s why we can go to Heaven. That’s the only reason we can go to Heaven.

I remembered something Earth Mother told me in 2013, when She made the statement that it “should be easy, for a man such as myself”. Now i understand what She meant. Not that i am some special man, but it should be easy for me because i have God’s great help, helping me. That’s why it should be easy for me. I have more help than some people do, so things should be easier for me than for the average person, i suppose. It certainly could be, but i think that everybody has available the same thing that i have from God, because i’m no different than anybody else. IF anything, my behaviour has been worse than other people’s behaviour, so now i know what God meant, when She said that to me. God makes it easier for all of us, when God gives us help.