Reactor Scram

25 Apr

April 25, 2015

I thought about how Jesus told us He is not coming to destroy men, but rather to save men. But then, i also remember although he is coming to save men, He is bringing a sword. And i also realized that a great many men still do get destroyed. Jesus came to save them, but many will not be saved.

LUke Chapter 9

51 ¶ And it came to pass, when the time was come that he should be
received up, he stedfastly set his face to go to Jerusalem,
52 And sent messengers before his face: and they went, and entered
into a village of the Samaritans, to make ready for him.
53 And they did not receive him, because his face was as though he
would go to Jerusalem.
54 And when his disciples James and John saw this, they said, Lord,
wilt thou that we command fire to come down from heaven, and
consume them, even as Elias did?
55 But he turned, and rebuked them, and said, Ye know not what
manner of spirit ye are of.
56 For the Son of man is not come to destroy men’s lives, but to save
them. And they went to another village.

Matthew Chapter 10

32 Whosoever therefore shall confess me before men, him will I
confess also before my Father which is in heaven.
33 But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny
before my Father which is in heaven.
34 Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to
send peace, but a sword.
35 For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the
daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her
mother in law.
36 And a man’s foes shall be they of his own household.

Revelation Chapter 8

5 And the angel took the censer, and filled it with fire of the altar,
and cast it into the earth: and there were voices, and thunderings, and
lightnings, and an earthquake.
6 And the seven angels which had the seven trumpets prepared
themselves to sound.
7 The first angel sounded, and there followed hail and fire mingled
with blood, and they were cast upon the earth: and the third part of
trees was burnt up, and all green grass was burnt up.
8 And the second angel sounded, and as it were a great mountain
burning with fire was cast into the sea: and the third part of the sea
became blood;
9 And the third part of the creatures which were in the sea, and had
life, died; and the third part of the ships were destroyed.
10 And the third angel sounded, and there fell a great star from
heaven, burning as it were a lamp, and it fell upon the third part of
the rivers, and upon the fountains of waters;
11 And the name of the star is called Wormwood: and the third part
of the waters became wormwood; and many men died of the waters,
because they were made bitter.
12 And the fourth angel sounded, and the third part of the sun was
smitten, and the third part of the moon, and the third part of the stars;
so as the third part of them was darkened, and the day shone not for a
third part of it, and the night likewise.
13 And I beheld, and heard an angel flying through the midst of
heaven, saying with a loud voice, Woe, woe, woe, to the inhabiters of
the earth by reason of the other voices of the trumpet of the three
angels, which are yet to sound!

So we can see that although Jesus came to save people, not all people will be saved. Many will be destroyed. Why? Failure. FAilure to believe. Failure to obey. We can see that humans are really just one DNA step above chimpanzees, so humans are just chimpanzees. And chimpanzees are no different from any other animals. Such as dogs and such. For example, no chimpanzee is better than any other chimpanzees. Some silly chimp might think he is, but no one else does. Like, some chimp might say Do you know who i am? and i might tell them, Yes, you are a five star chimpanzee, no different from the rest of the chimpanzees. One chimp might say he has a job working at 3M, and this makes him “special”. But he’s not, he’s just like all the rest of the chimps. And when that chimp thinks he is better than the other chimps, it just shows that he is not better, his behaviour is worse than the others.

Chimps and humans are like other animals in many ways of course, being animal brethrens. For example, some dogs you can teach amazing things. Dogs can learn all kinds of neat things, and dolphins can learn and many animals can learn and be trained. And people are just the same. Some people are just like some dogs – you can’t teach them anything. It’s not because some dogs are better or smarter. It’s because some dogs listen, and are obedient. Other dogs are lazy and disobedient. That’s what makes the difference. The dog doesn’t have to be smart. If it will just listen, you can teach it a lot of stuff. It’s called Understanding. So when you see someone that says I’m better than the other chimps because i’ve been rat holing bananas and i have a big pile of bananas, more than anyone else, we can see they are not better. They are the same as. Or if a chimp says Oooh look at me, i’ve got a gun, i’m a powerful chimpanzee! Then we all laugh, because he’s not powerful chimpanzee, he’s just a chimp with a gun. We don’t think he’s powerful at all, just foolish. Except he’s a killer. Or, like one guy told me, Do you know who i am? I happen to be pretty powerful in these here parts! and i laughed. Sure, you’re real powerful. But what are you going to do when you die, and your little chimp body starts to stiffen up, you’re not going to be very powerful then, are you? No, you’re not going to be very powerful at all. The spirit of God that gives us life is the only thing that keeps us from melting into a pile of puke. These human chimps get it in their minds that they are powerful and all this and that, but really they are just like all the rest of the chimps. No other animals do this. People are similar that way to animals because some people are obedient and can be trained, and others cannot.

Now some people try to deny God, and claim that they evolved from a slime pit and they evolved from apes. Now while man is definitely related to the chimpanzees, his cousins, that doesn’t mean man had to evolve from them. No, God created humans that way. However, while people may claim to be products of slime pit evolution, these same folks may get a little put out if i tell them that they really ARE chimpanzees, and their own DNA is the proof. People had all these ideas that they were great and powerful humans, but alas, they are just another chimp on chimpanzee island. And when you stand back and observe people, you can clearly see the traits that they share with their animal cousins, the monkeys and apes. For example, one thing humans like to do is, well, think of the Olympics. Some chimpanzees like to say, look how far i can walk out on this limb without falling down! and they carefully walk down the limb, with no hands. And at the end of the limb, they jump and do a couple flips. Other chimpanzees like to show how strong they are, by picking up trees, and rocks to impress the other chimpanzees. Some of the chimps like to swing on the ropes, and some like to show how high they can jump and reach the bananas the others can’t reach. Yes, humans are a lot like their animal cousins. They are really not all that different at all.

I even thought about how everything comes from God. All thought, all inspiration, everything has to come from God. Because chimpanzees can’t think up stuff like Beethoven’s Fifth Symphony. Chimpanzees can’t say Look ma, i did my math homework and i turned math into an atomic bomb. No, i don’t believe that humans can think all this stuff up by themselves. I imagine the brains of a chimp and humans are remarkably similar. But in some ways people are different than their chimp cousins too. Such as, chimps don’t play the drums.

Well, i had to take a day off the other day. I was getting too tired and stressed out and so i prayed to God for more peace and God told me i could have a three day weekend! Hurray! So i did, i had time off and i cleaned my house. Which was really good, because it was thrashed. I am a terrible slob sometimes. I remember Earth MOther told me in 2013 that i will not be afraid of soap! I was glad i had the time to clean, and it’s a good thing too, because i found a dead body in the closet and found 500 rounds of ammunition too! Funny. Somebody had put their relative’s cremated remains next to the toilet in the shower thing. So i took all that stuff out and gave it to the owners. I had been growing tired and stressed out and so Heavenly Mother said i could have some time off. She said to me Awww, Mama’s little chimpanzee gots tired, awww. And i said yes, i was tired. Heavenly Mother told me that She told us about the Big Surprise Party in Heaven to help us out and give us something to think about while we are patiently waiting in the waiting room. I told God that if i need to write faster in case everyone is waiting on me, or if i need to try harder. But She told me No, She said i was actually ahead of schedule! I thought wow, that’s cool. But then i thought, everything is already foreknown. There’s no way i could be “ahead of schedule”. So i laughed, because i realized She was playing with my mind a little. Sometimes She tells me things beforehand, and i don’t even know it until later, and then remembering back, i remember She somehow mentioned these events prior to their taking place. But at the time, i thought they were just “random thoughts”. I thought about Earth Mother, and everything She says comes True. I realize too, when Heavenly Mother says something, such as None of God’s children is less than the others, then because She is in agreement with Heavenly Father and Jesus in all things, then this is the same thing Heavenly Father and Jesus says too.

I thought about Heaven too, and all the different kinds of animals and angels there must be there. Angels with all different kinds of jobs, music, singing, harps, protection, and i think because i believe there are so many animals that there might even be angels there who take care of animals. But i don’t know for sure.

One thing i noticed is a big fad sweeping the human chimpanzees is they like to wear skeleton heads on their clothes and their cars and such. I think many of these chimpanzees are immature in their minds, having been stuck in the cartoon days of their youth, fantasizing about He-man and Skeletor and such. I have seen grown men wearing around these childish images and skeleton heads and such. Then, for many months, i had many visions of these skeleton heads. I saw them everywhere. Very strange. An ongoing waking dream, sort of. Such as i would look at the design on a piece of wood, and see a skeleton head, or i might see one anywhere. I might see a piece of popcorn, and looking at it it would be as the shape of a skeleton head. Very weird! I wondered and wondered why i kept seeing these things randomly, everywhere, for months. Now i begin to understand. This is the image of Death, and everyone wearing around the image of Death is signalling Death’s arrival. This is the beginning stage before Death gets here. For sometime i thought because i was seeing all these skulls everywhere that it was a sign of my own death. But now i realize, it’s not just my death. It’s a lot of other people’s death coming too.

Revelation Chapter 6

AND I saw when the Lamb opened one of the seals, and I heard, as it
were the noise of thunder, one of the four beasts saying, Come and
2 And I saw, and behold a white horse: and he that sat on him had a
bow; and a crown was given unto him: and he went forth conquering,
and to conquer.
3 And when he had opened the second seal, I heard the second beast
say, Come and see.
4 And there went out another horse that was red: and power was
given to him that sat thereon to take peace from the earth, and that
they should kill one another: and there was given unto him a great
5 And when he had opened the third seal, I heard the third beast say,
Come and see. And I beheld, and lo a black horse; and he that sat on
him had a pair of balances in his hand.
6 And I heard a voice in the midst of the four beasts say, A measure
of wheat for a penny, and three measures of barley for a penny; and
see thou hurt not the oil and the wine.
7 And when he had opened the fourth seal, I heard the voice of the
fourth beast say, Come and see.
8 And I looked, and behold a pale horse: and his name that sat on
him was Death, and Hell followed with him. And power was given
unto them over the fourth part of the earth, to kill with sword, and
with hunger, and with death, and with the beasts of the earth.
9 And when he had opened the fifth seal, I saw under the altar the
souls of them that were slain for the word of God, and for the
testimony which they held:
10 And they cried with a loud voice, saying, How long, O Lord, holy
and true, dost thou not judge and avenge our blood on them that
dwell on the earth?
11 And white robes were given unto every one of them; and it was
said unto them, that they should rest yet for a little season, until their
fellowservants also and their brethren, that should be killed as they
were, should be fulfilled.
12 And I beheld when he had opened the sixth seal, and, lo, there
was a great earthquake; and the sun became black as sackcloth of
hair, and the moon became as blood;
13 And the stars of heaven fell unto the earth, even as a fig tree
casteth her untimely figs, when she is shaken of a mighty wind.
14 And the heaven departed as a scroll when it is rolled together; and
every mountain and island were moved out of their places.
15 And the kings of the earth, and the great men, and the rich men,
and the chief captains, and the mighty men, and every bondman, and
every free man, hid themselves in the dens and in the rocks of the
16 And said to the mountains and rocks, Fall on us, and hide us from
the face of him that sitteth on the throne, and from the wrath of the
17 For the great day of his wrath is come; and who shall be able to


AND after these things I saw four angels standing on the four corners
of the earth, holding the four winds of the earth, that the wind should
not blow on the earth, nor on the sea, nor on any tree.
2 And I saw another angel ascending from the east, having the seal of
the living God: and he cried with a loud voice to the four angels, to
whom it was given to hurt the earth and the sea,
3 Saying, Hurt not the earth, neither the sea, nor the trees, till we
have sealed the servants of our God in their foreheads.
4 And I heard the number of them which were sealed: and there
were sealed an hundred and forty and four thousand of all the tribes
of the children of Israel.
5 Of the tribe of Juda were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of
Reuben were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Gad were sealed
twelve thousand.
6 Of the tribe of Aser were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of
Nepthalim were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Manasses
were sealed twelve thousand.
7 Of the tribe of Simeon were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of
Levi were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Issachar were
sealed twelve thousand.
8 Of the tribe of Zabulon were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe
of Joseph were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Benjamin
were sealed twelve thousand.
9 After this I beheld, and, lo, a great multitude, which no man could
number, of all nations, and kindreds, and people, and tongues, stood
before the throne, and before the Lamb, clothed with white robes,
and palms in their hands;
10 And cried with a loud voice, saying, Salvation to our God which
sitteth upon the throne, and unto the Lamb.
11 And all the angels stood round about the throne, and about the
elders and the four beasts, and fell before the throne on their faces,
and worshipped God,
12 Saying, Amen: Blessing, and glory, and wisdom, and
thanksgiving, and honour, and power, and might, be unto our God for
ever and ever. Amen.
13 And one of the elders answered, saying unto me, What are these
which are arrayed in white robes? and whence came they?
14 And I said unto him, Sir, thou knowest. And he said to me, These
are they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their
robes, and made them white in the blood of the Lamb.
15 Therefore are they before the throne of God, and serve him day
and night in his temple: and he that sitteth on the throne shall dwell
among them.
16 They shall hunger no more, neither thirst any more; neither shall
the sun light on them, nor any heat.
17 For the Lamb which is in the midst of the throne shall feed them,
and shall lead them unto living fountains of waters: and God shall
wipe away all tears from their eyes.

He That Doeth The Will

24 Apr

April 20, 2015

Now usually i don’t think about numbers too much, random things, looking for symbolism. You can run into problems seeking symbolism everywhere, especially if you look on tv. Because tv is the domain of the enemies of God, and they intentionally try to deceive and mislead people. They try to lead people astray. That’s why we are told to avoid them, and live separately. So if there is any symbolism on tv shows or cartoons, someone put it there, on purpose. Then some people that’s all they do, is look for the answers in some imaginary realm, such as tv. Too much focus in any one area is not good. But rather, a balanced approach, accepting input from many different sources. Because we live in an imperfect world, our Scripture and everything else we have is less than perfection.

But some numbers keep appearing, over and over in my life. The numbers 5, 10, 15. Also 3 and 13 and sometimes 33. My friend from Los Angeles told me in 1983 that his lucky number was 4. I don’t pay too much attention to numbers and occurrences because i don’t know what it means and to me it borders on superstition. And i don’t like superstition. Old wives tales. I prefer Truth, and reality. But i have heard people questioning about the number 11:11 appearing to them, and what it might mean. A few things come to my mind, eleven am or pm, a verse reference. But the image always seems to be a “digital clock” image with 11:11. So i thought about that number, what could it mean? First, to me it screams out “binary!” so i saw, and it is the number 15, in base 10. 1111 is how you write 15 in base two, or binary system. But then i realized, it is two different numbers, separated by the : symbol. And sure enough in binary, it is 3:3. Funny.

But that’s just some random number appearance, so lets not make it anything more than that. Because that’s all it is. And we know all this because Jesus told us how to get to Heaven, and it isn’t by recognizing number sequences. No, Jesus told us the only way to get to Heaven is to DO the will of the Father, in Heaven. This is very clear. Only those who do the will. Not the guy who carries the will around in his truck, not the guy who reads the will, not the guy who memorizes the will, and not even the guy who preaches the will, but ONLY the guy who DOES the will of God and obeys His commandments.

Matthew Chapter 7

21 ¶ Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the
kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is
in heaven.
22 Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not
prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in
thy name done many wonderful works?
23 And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from
me, ye that work iniquity.

Luke Chapter 6

46 ¶ And why call ye me, Lord, Lord, and do not the things which I
47 Whosoever cometh to me, and heareth my sayings, and doeth
them, I will shew you to whom he is like:
48 He is like a man which built an house, and digged deep, and laid
the foundation on a rock: and when the flood arose, the stream beat
vehemently upon that house, and could not shake it: for it was
founded upon a rock.

Revelation Chapter 14

12 Here is the patience of the saints: here are they that keep the
commandments of God, and the faith of Jesus.

Revelation Chapter 22

14 Blessed are they that do his commandments, that they may have
right to the tree of life, and may enter in through the gates into the
15 For without are dogs, and sorcerers, and whoremongers, and
murderers, and idolaters, and whosoever loveth and maketh a lie.
16 I Jesus have sent mine angel to testify unto you these things in the
churches. I am the root and the offspring of David, and the bright and
morning star.

These are all things that Jesus said to us. We must do the will of the Father. Jesus made a reference to the narrow way to Heaven, It is narrow, and strict. It is not wide and easy. The easy way leads to destruction.

Matthew Chapter 7

13 ¶ Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is
the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in
14 Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth
unto life, and few there be that find it.

The disciples asked Jesus, We don’t know where you’re going. Where is the way? How do we find it?

St. John Chapter 14

5 Thomas saith unto him, Lord, we know not whither thou goest; and
how can we know the way?
6 Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man
cometh unto the Father, but by me.

Aha, there’s our answer. Jesus is the Way. Jesus teachings, His Words, and His example, He IS the Way. And there is NO OTHER WAY into Heaven. Notice that Jesus said “NO man cometh unto the Father, but by ME.” That’s it then. That’s how we cometh unto the Father. By Jesus ONLY. There is no other way. He told us Himself. Do what Jesus teaches us. That’s it.

I thought about people who intentionally try to interfere with God’s will, and deliberately try to keep God’s Word from being preached, and how we live on a planet of chimpanzees. And God said to me, my Mother said Well if they perish in their own sins because they deliberately interfered with God’s Will, then it is their own fault, isn’t it? Of course it is. And She is always right.

So i was reading a lot of different things, and learning a lot of different things here and there. I came across a really nice website called adishakti org page, and they have quite a lot of interesting information. Factual information, and yet another facet of view. So i find it very fascinating and insightful to read and learn more. But then i saw where the author described “entering the narrow gate” that Jesus taught us some sort of nerve center in the brain, located near to a chakra, or something like that. The author said that this was achieving kundalini, or something like that. I read that, and i thought, what? I don’t recognize that. So i wondered how these people use meditation and chakras and the nerve center in the brain to acheive that “narrow gate” Jesus taught us. Because that’s not what Jesus said. No, Jesus said He is the ONLY WAY. And in St. John, Jesus tells us that anyone who gets into the sheep pen any other way than the door is a thief and a robber.

I also thought about what Anna Kingsford said in her book Clothed with the Sun. I believe Anna was talking about these people, these meditation experts when she talked about “adepts”. She called them adepts, and said that they were merely spiritual scientists, basically, but the most they can do is experience the Power of God, by gaining access to the sheepfold by a way OTHER than the door. Anna said that while they may experience, or sense the Power of God, they will not be able to experience the Glory of God, nor the Kingdom of God. Because, as we know, the only way to the Kingdom of God, Heaven, is through Jesus. NOt through some secret backdoor way. Only through Jesus can we get to Heaven. All others are thieves and robbers. All other ways lead to destruction. If people tell you Jesus is in the desert, don’t go there. If they tell you He is in a secret chamber, don’t believe it. God is within you. And He stands at the door and knocks.

CArry on my wayward son. There WILL be Peace, when you are done.

St. John Chapter 10

VERILY, verily, I say unto you, He that entereth not by the door into
the sheepfold, but climbeth up some other way, the same is a thief
and a robber.
2 But he that entereth in by the door is the shepherd of the sheep.
3 To him the porter openeth; and the sheep hear his voice: and he
calleth his own sheep by name, and leadeth them out.
4 And when he putteth forth his own sheep, he goeth before them,
and the sheep follow him: for they know his voice.
5 And a stranger will they not follow, but will flee from him: for they
know not the voice of strangers.
6 This parable spake Jesus unto them: but they understood not what
things they were which he spake unto them.
7 Then said Jesus unto them again, Verily, verily, I say unto you, I
am the door of the sheep.
8 All that ever came before me are thieves and robbers: but the sheep
did not hear them.
9 I am the door: by me if any man enter in, he shall be saved, and
shall go in and out, and find pasture.
10 The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I
am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more
11 I am the good shepherd: the good shepherd giveth his life for the
12 But he that is an hireling, and not the shepherd, whose own the
sheep are not, seeth the wolf coming, and leaveth the sheep, and
fleeth: and the wolf catcheth them, and scattereth the sheep.
13 The hireling fleeth, because he is an hireling, and careth not for
the sheep.
14 I am the good shepherd, and know my sheep, and am known of
15 As the Father knoweth me, even so know I the Father: and I lay
down my life for the sheep.
16 And other sheep I have, which are not of this fold: them also I
must bring, and they shall hear my voice; and there shall be one fold,
and one shepherd.
17 Therefore doth my Father love me, because I lay down my life,
that I might take it again.
18 No man taketh it from me, but I lay it down of myself. I have
power to lay it down, and I have power to take it again. This
commandment have I received of my Father.
19 ¶ There was a division therefore again among the Jews for these
20 And many of them said, He hath a devil, and is mad; why hear ye
21 Others said, These are not the words of him that hath a devil. Can
a devil open the eyes of the blind?
22 ¶ And it was at Jerusalem the feast of the dedication, and it was
23 And Jesus walked in the temple in Solomon’s porch.
24 Then came the Jews round about him, and said unto him, How
long dost thou make us to doubt? If thou be the Christ, tell us plainly.
25 Jesus answered them, I told you, and ye believed not: the works
that I do in my Father’s name, they bear witness of me.
26 But ye believe not, because ye are not of my sheep, as I said unto
27 My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me:
28 And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish,
neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand.
29 My Father, which gave them me, is greater than all; and no man is
able to pluck them out of my Father’s hand.
30 I and my Father are one.
31 Then the Jews took up stones again to stone him.
32 Jesus answered them, Many good works have I shewed you from
my Father; for which of those works do ye stone me?
33 The Jews answered him, saying, For a good work we stone thee
not; but for blasphemy; and because that thou, being a man, makest
thyself God.
34 Jesus answered them, Is it not written in your law, I said, Ye are
35 If he called them gods, unto whom the word of God came, and the
scripture cannot be broken;
36 Say ye of him, whom the Father hath sanctified, and sent into the
world, Thou blasphemest; because I said, I am the Son of God?
37 If I do not the works of my Father, believe me not.
38 But if I do, though ye believe not me, believe the works: that ye
may know, and believe, that the Father is in me, and I in him.
39 Therefore they sought again to take him: but he escaped out of
their hand,
40 And went away again beyond Jordan into the place where John at
first baptized; and there he abode.
41 And many resorted unto him, and said, John did no miracle: but
all things that John spake of this man were true.
42 And many believed on him there.

Holy Breath

19 Apr

April 19, 2015

Well just about everytime i think i get things figured out, i come to the realization yet again, that i know nothing. The more i learn and understand seems the more i have to keep seeking. Until i finally do fully understand. But until then i can’t hardly understand anything. So i have to stick with what i do know. And that is follow the teachings of Jesus and keep the commandments of God. Because we don’t have to understand all mysteries. No, we just have to trust and obey. Try to understand the best we can, and little by little we learn. But for me, i fell into the same trap i wrote about when people fall into the trap of “thinking they know”. I was deficient in my understanding.

I thought about how God is Pure Goodness. Pure Love. Nothing evil can approach Pure Goodness. God, being Pure Love does not reject any. Only people reject God, which is Pure Love. But by doing so, the moment people reject God, they reject Pure Love. They don’t love Pure Love. They don’t Love their Mother. And so they, at that moment, they are deficient, because they are not also Pure Love, then they are rejected by Pure Love. Because they have rejected Her through their deficiency which then causes Pure Love to reject them because they are deficient.

One thing i notice about learning Wisdom, or Understanding is that it requires a solid foundation of “common sense”. Jesus said, i believe, that if He tells us Earthly things, and we don’t believe, how can we believe the Heavenly things He tells us. Likewise, if people don’t have common sense, they are not going to be able to learn Wisdom, or receive understanding, because the basis of, or the foundation of understanding is basic common sense. The stone the builders rejected. A good example is – people want to understand Scripture. And yet, they cannot understand even the most basic commandment “Do not kill”. So if people can’t understand even that simple phrase, it may be hard to make them understand more complicated ideas. And if they can’t understand why they should not kill their brothers, then you will have a lot of problems trying to teach them anything. They will never understand any of the commandments.

Another example i thought of, where people don’t understand very basic things, is take the military for example. The first thing they do in the military is cut your hair, and remove your brain. Because they tell you Don’t think, Don’t ask questions, just do what you are told. And so these people have brains, but they are not allowed to use them. People are disallowed from thinking, and punished for being “disobedient” and using their brains to think for themselves. And that is why the military is allowed to go around killing innocent people and doing harm. Because no one is allowed to use their brains to think about things and they are punished, if they do. No one will disobey the orders to kill innocent people, because they are too scared to disobey their slave orders. The three basic general orders they have are Don’t think, don’t ask questions, do what you are told. The military does not want brave people. If a person is brave and stands up against the military, they will lock that person up and throw them out of the military, because that person will not blindly follow orders. Without thinking.

That reminds me of doctors. I thought they were well educated, spending years at school. But what are they teaching the doctors? Oh, it’s good to inject mercury into people? Why not slam aluminum directly into people’s blood stream! Are they teaching doctors that it is good for people to inject swine DNA and DNA from animals and creatures directly into people? And the doctors are believing them? This whole idea of taking a special needle and injecting things directly into the body is unnatural. Especially when people start injecting poisons and garbage into themselves. These needles and such, i think these are fairly new “medical” ideas, and people survived for thousands of years without getting any shots at all. This seems like some sort of “medical technology” from the Nazis.

I thought about the Bible, and the Words contained therein. Now it does no good to just carry the Bible around. It does no good to just read the Bible. No, the only benefit you can get from the Bible is if you read the words and you DO what the words TELL you to do. It’s like a highway sign on the freeway that says “Caution 10 miles per hour ahead”. The sign does no good if you just carry it in your truck, or read the words and don’t slow down. But you must slow down. Because if you do not DO what the sign says then you will crash and burn. Only you can save yourself. No one else can save you. Words are very important. They can save people’s lives. But people need to be paying attention, otherwise all the words in the world won’t do them a bit of good. Some words fell on good soil, and some words fell on the rocks.

The other day i read a headline that said the pope warned his priests not to “flirt with worldly spiritualism”. I had to laugh, and i wondered to myself if he was fidgeting with his Dagon hat when he said that. I bet the pope doesn’t like it if people bring steelhead and salmon fishing gear around him. I think about the pope, and the Jews, and the Christians, and i see the whole world has gone mad. No one is following Jesus teachings. Man has sown a lot of evil in this world, and the harvest is just about ripe.

I remember back around 1992 was when i first learned about “healing”. That is, i met a guy named Simka, and he owned a restaurant next door to where i lived. He was an interesting guy, very kind, but firm, and stern. I don’t really know what his religion was, he was a black man and he wore a knit style cap, so i thought he practiced a different religion than Christians. But Simka was a stout defender of God, and of Jesus. Whenever anyone cursed their name, Simka would tell them forcefully “Hey, He didn’t have anything to do with it. Leave His Name out of it”. Anyway, Simka had the coffee shop and a lot of people went to him for advice, widows and such. One day i got my rib broken, and a few days later i was talking to Simka. And he said Where does it hurt at? and i showed him, and he touched my rib with his finger, and i felt the pain got numbed! I was pretty stunned, because before that, i was a non believer. But i felt the pain got numbed, so i knew there was something to it. Simka didn’t tell me anything about it. He just showed it to me. After that, i believed in healing, and that helped me to try and learn more about it later.

I still don’t know what it is, and even my own reality has been reshaped and warped since then. It is just another one of life’s mysteries that we don’t understand. Yet. But fortunately God has made it simple for us. We don’t have to understand a lot of complicated things. No, Jesus taught us everything we need to know to save ourselves in the New Testament. We keep God’s commandments. Anybody can understand Jesus’ teachings, and that’s all we really need to know.

But one thing i finally have begun to understand, since i was reading about how people are so closely related to chimpanzees. So that’s why it seems like we really are living on the planet of the apes!

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I don’t know when the Rapture might take place, but i have an idea of what it might be like.

Matthew Chapter 24

27 For as the lightning cometh out of the east, and shineth even unto
the west; so shall also the coming of the Son of man be.

I believe it will be just like a lightning strike. Just that fast, and it will be all over. It will be the End. Where the End meets the Beginning. Yes, it’s going to be over fast. But after thinking about the five foolish virgins, i have begun to think that there will definitely be people on Earth after the Rapture, and they will know that the Rapture just took place. Because Scripture tells us, after the Rapture, the foolish virgins call out to Jesus, Let us in! They know the Rapture just took place, and they were left behind.

Gospel of the HOly Twelve Lection 62

Lection 62

The Parable Of The Ten Virgins.

1. THEN shall the kingdom of Heaven be like unto ten virgins, which took their lamps, and went forth to meet the bridegroom. And five of them were wise, and five were foolish.
2. They that were foolish took their lamps, and took no oil with them: But the wise took oil in their vessels with their lamps.
3. While the bridegroom tarried, they all slumbered and slept. And at midnight there was a great cry made, Behold, the bridegroom cometh; go ye out to meet him. Then all those virgins arose, and trimmed their lamps.
4. And the foolish said unto the wise, Give us of your oil; for our lamps are gone out. But the wise answered, saying, Not so, lest there be not enough for us and you: but go ye rather to them that sell, and buy for yourselves.
5. And while they went to buy, the bridegroom came; and they that were ready went in with him to the marriage: and the door was shut.
6. Afterwards came also the other virgins, saying Lord, Lord, open to us. But he answered and said, Verily I say unto you. I know you not.
7. Watch therefore, for ye know neither the day nor the hour wherein the Son of man cometh. Keep your lamps burning.

LECTION 62. 1. -This parable of the ten virgins most accurately indicates the oblivion and indifference which shall come on Christians in the last days of the Christian Church -the days of Laodicean indifference, the Seventh or last age.

I thought about fasting. Before i mentioned that fasting is not necessarily not eating nothing. I think there is a type of fasting that is basically just cutting back on how much i eat. Finishing a meal a little bit early, while still a little bit hungry. Or in otherwords, kind of keeping yourself in a constant state of hunger, eating lightly. I believe this is a type of fasting. I don’t know what fasting does, but Scripture says that Jesus practiced it. So if Jesus fasted, then i will too. A little bit, here and there, as i feel compelled. Because i think there is a time for fasting and a time for feasting. Jesus fasted when He prayed, so i think it helps us pray. Meditation, fasting and prayer were all tools used by Jesus. And incense. To name a few.

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Thy Will Be Done

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Matthew Chapter 9

35 And Jesus went about all the cities and villages, teaching in their
synagogues, and preaching the gospel of the kingdom, and healing
every sickness and every disease among the people.
36 ¶ But when he saw the multitudes, he was moved with
compassion on them, because they fainted, and were scattered
abroad, as sheep having no shepherd.
37 Then saith he unto his disciples, The harvest truly is plenteous,
but the labourers are few;
38 Pray ye therefore the Lord of the harvest, that he will send forth
labourers into his harvest.

I was thinking about how glad i am that i found my Heavenly Mother! Rather, She found me! All those years i thought i was an orphan! But we have a Big Happy Family waiting for us!

When my Heavenly Mother spoke to me in 2013, She told me as i go along the path, don’t forget to look up once in awhile, because i might miss seeing a bird or a raven or an eagle. Or a star. Now i think about that, and i think She was telling me to look up! as in look up towards God, because She was telling me that She was God, and She wanted me to look up to Her, and pay attention. And start seeking Her. So i think She was saying to us all, Look up to the Heavens, and think about God and the Heavens. Because this is where Her Voice was coming from.

Now i do look up to God every day, and i marvel at His Greatness. When i look up, i usually look down. That is, i learned from Scripture, God taught us to pray in private. God told us, pray in private, and what you ask Me in private, I will answer in the open. Now i am very humble and i would bow down, kneel down and pray to God, so i do. In my mind. Because God said to pray in private. And when i kneel down in my mind to say my prayers, i see myself bowing down, and i am looking down, as i look up to God in great Reverence and Awe in my mind.

Sometimes i wonder, how can i be so casual with God? But then i understand, God is our Father, and our Heavenly Mother, and Jesus. The only time we fear our Father is if we are going against His Will, because we know we will face His Wrath if we do! But if we are obedient children, we have nothing to fear or even worry about. The disciples, they didn’t cringe in fear of Jesus! No, they loved Him very dearly. So i begin to understand, fear of God is the beginning, but Love and Friendship is the End if we obey God. I am not afraid of God at all. I would be, if i opposed God’s Will. But that would be against God’s Will, so i would never do that.

I can say again, that i have seen the Hand of God, i have heard His Voice, and i have felt His Touch.

I feel like i am a public servant, in the truest sense. Now i have only been doing public service for a little while, but i begin to understand how many public servants must feel. While these folks provide public service to every day people, never turning anyone away, they help everyone. And yet, when they think people will appreciate what they did, they turn around and find out they get zero appreciation. Nada. Nay, they get negative appreciation. Because people don’t appreciate what they did, and in fact, the people hate them! for some unknown reason. But it doesn’t deter them. They continue on helping people, in spite of the people.

I thought about that, how Jesus came to Earth to tell people about Heaven. And it seems anytime you try to tell people about God, and Heaven, you run into some fierce resistance! Now isn’t that funny? Hmmm. I wonder why when you tell people about Heaven they all oppose you.

One of the things i saw God do was God did a miracle, right in front of me, and how He did it, He used my own hands to accomplish it. My hands, and He gave me the Understanding of what to do. And so God performs miracles on Earth by using people’s own hands. Jesus opened up the gates to Heaven, with His Words.

I also begin to understand the need for continuing to preach the Gospel. I read in Scripture that Noah preached piety for one hundred and twenty years! And no one listened. I begin to see that the Church isn’t built in a day. It takes time. Not everyone just shows up to Church the first day you open the Doors.

Before i read about vegetarianism and i read that humans are closest related to chimpanzees. When i thought of that, i thought, Man, don’t worship the pope! He’s a chimpanzee! just like you are!

I also begin to understand the meaning of Scripture where Jesus tells us “he who endures to the end” means He who patiently endures waiting in the waiting room until the end. God’s sons don’t fidget around too much or complain too much. They would be more likely to focus on their center, maybe, or think about Scripture, or God, or Heavenly MOther watching down on them, or something like that while they are patiently enduring to the end.

But they may not have to wait very long! With a Big Surprise Party, you never know when it might happen. It could happen at any minute! Myself, i have no idea when it might be. But personally i think it will be sooner, rather than later.

When i pray, i try not to ask God for too many things, because i feel that i would be like a small child always asking for things. Can i have this and can i have that! And i did do that for many years, so now i try not to ask for very many things. Sometimes i do though, and i begin to pray asking God for this, or that, and then i remember. And then i pray, whatever your Will is God. Because i remember i want to carry out God’s Will, not mine.

Like sometimes i might wish and pray that God will hurry up and get here fast! But then i realize that it may not be time yet. If God shows up too early, some people won’t get saved. So i don’t want Jesus to get here too early, before everyone is ready. Since God only knows, then i pray not to hurry up, but Thy Will be done instead.

Things happen suddenly, and quickly, and you never know what day might be the last. But i do know when the Harvest will take place! When the vine is ripe. When the fruit comes forth, immediately they harvest.

Revelation Chapter 14

15 And another angel came out of the temple, crying with a loud
voice to him that sat on the cloud, Thrust in thy sickle, and reap: for
the time is come for thee to reap; for the harvest of the earth is ripe.

Mark Chapter 4

26 ¶ And he said, So is the kingdom of God, as if a man should cast
seed into the ground;
27 And should sleep, and rise night and day, and the seed should
spring and grow up, he knoweth not how.
28 For the earth bringeth forth fruit of herself; first the blade, then
the ear, after that the full corn in the ear.
29 But when the fruit is brought forth, immediately he putteth in the
sickle, because the harvest is come.


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